Jennifer Lopez is feeling a mix of emotions in the wake of her divorce from Ben Affleck. According to People, an insider shared that she's "doing as well as she can" after filing for divorce on August 20, which marked the second anniversary of her wedding ceremony in Georgia. Sources explained that Lopez isn't one to give up and that it's been especially hard for her as she feels that Affleck gave up on their relationship and left her behind.

"It's been incredibly difficult for her that Ben chose to pull away from their marriage and move on with his life, leaving her behind," a source said. "She didn't want a divorce. She wanted to figure things out. They love each other. Jennifer is not the type to just give up. It's been almost torture for her to wait around.”